This is a really, really horrible time of year. I have a feeling this is one of those blog posts that is going to be re-drafted several times before eventually being dismissed into the ether without ever being posted.
Everyone is depressed. A lot of people have run out of money, we all have coursework piling up, the days aren’t getting lighter quick enough, whatever the reason is, it’s not a nice atmosphere to be in. As I have previously commented on I am hoping that the Easter holiday will be our salvation.
That said, I’m still in several moods as to what to do with the time. I have plenty of coursework and I could really use some de-stress time but then I also have a growing financial need that probably isn’t going to go away anytime soon.
What I’m really not liking at the moment is the constant ups and downs though. It’s not the first time people are having this massive war on Facebook and then act like there is nothing wrong face to face. I’m probably guilty of it myself but I try not to be. Point and case I called Lee on what he posted about me on news. When I did he said, “that was news, you’ve got to leave it on news.”
There was a big group conversation last night while I was asleep apparently as I found it sitting on my desktop just now in which Phil commented on the tensions. And I quote:
“you want me to reference my notes, your notes, chris’ notes, matt’s general mood, claire’s notes”
I think the most important point to come out here is, my notes are normally like that (notice how I’m not even dignifying the use of the term “notes” rather than “imported blog posts” with a response)! That’s my thing! You’re all invading my turf, I’m the sad depressed emo kid of the group, get your own personality traits hippies!
I feel this is a very disjointed post. I’ve veered off into Easter plans and demarcation. The point is, a lot of The Circle is getting at each other and it’s creating a really bad atmosphere. Of course, the self-analytical bit is the comparatively easy part. Fixing it is the tough problem. Perhaps we can’t actually do anything but weather it and wait for it to fix itself. Still, in the hope of someone having inspiration, suggests into the comments section of my blog please.
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